Artist, Writer, Musician, Scupltor, Painter, Anime Artist, Singer Songwriter, Guide, LifeCoach, Business Mangement Consultant, Minister, Man... Student of Psychology, of people, culture, theology, student of life, I've been called a Monster, a Failure, I've been called Saint, a Winner, Ive been called alot of things, But when you begin the journey to better your life the universe poses the question, Not what are you, but WHO are you... I am An Analayst... Often, I've heard it said of all the things I do, they dont line up, but I say if you look closley, Everything I do is a form of deep analytical Process. Of steps and management. Of patience and commitment. Of consistency and progress. But that is still only what I am, only the way I process, but who I am?... ya know its funny, I spent my whole life, trying to figure out who I was. Trying to find where I belong. I believe at times we all feel this way. Lost, in a ocean of people... Ironic, surrounded and yet isolated, this was the existence I knew. Since I was young, I hurt and didnt understand why and rather than help all I ever found was riducule, misunderstanding and punishment. For 35 years, I was dragged through the system. Therapy, Counseling, Medications, Punishements, Hospitals, Sickness, Drugs, Court, Jail. And if you know anything about the progession of trauma, mental illness and drug abuse, there's only one check left off that list. Death. Finally at 36, after an episode that destroyed my life, I was left with nothing. Not even starting over. Unable to pickup the pieces of the old life. Even the new me, couldnt save it. So, I did the only thing I could do, I started tying all the loose ends of the old life, and where others wouldnt allow peace, I walked away, putting all of my effort into creating a new life, one of peace and compassion, of love and giving, promising myself not only would I strictly adhere to my new rules of self discipline, but that if it proved to server me well, I promsed God I would share my wisdom and the wisdom he gave me with others. And So who Am I, WHo is Luke Jay Martin. I am the Servant, the Messanger, the Healer, the Helper, the Guide, the Finder of Solution. Now, I dont claim to sell cures, I don't promise to eliminate the troubles that you face in life. What I can promise is to teach you to navigate those troubles with such ease, that worries become non existent, because no matter WHAT comes your way, You WILL have the tools, knowledge and confidence to face those trials with courage, excitement and curiosity. You will be able to find solutions and change your trajectory, and discover the power within to forge through any hardship and come out the other end stronger, wiser and Whole. And how do I do it, what is different about my approach? Connection, the Cure, is in the connection. For it is within our connections, that the power truly lies, in our inherit bond with each other and the universe. Life, is a dance of energy. Success, Happiness, Balance, Peace, these are Illusions. Of course we fail to attain from others what is already within ourselves. I will teach you to trust the universe and believe in yourself. Life is an equation that must be kept balanced, and living a good life, is a combination of elements, that must be acknowledged and maintained. Life.. iiiS Art and Living a good life, takes many lessons, to paint the perfect picture. Dont let one mistake hold you back, let me show you, it doesnt have to be so hard. You can be be free. You can feel whole. You can feel strong again. Remember, just because I give you advice doesn't mean I believe I'm smarter than you. It means I have made more mistakes. I failed first, so you don't have to and whatever comes my way, I will endure, and I will teach as many as I can on the way out. The only thing that matters to me, after all I've seen, the suffering I've caused and the suffering I've endured, the ONLY thing that matters, is making sure no one else has to feel like I once did. There are channels in society that are supposed to catch people so they dont fall through the cracks, they failed me all, until I found myself at the bottom, looking up. So, with only one way left to go, I gave in, NOt "up" but in, and I took everything they taught me 35 years of phsycolgy and misery smashed into my brain and hope and desparation and dove deep inside, went back to school and starting applying what I learned and after a lifetime of being falied by the system, I healed myself. I now offer to anyone who feels like I once did a chance at real healing. Let me guide you... and together, we will take that journey and we will fight your demons and I will STAND with YOU! Who am I ? Im your best friend, your hardest critic and your salvation. I am your hope and your biggest fan. I believe in you and I believe you deserve to find the peace and security you so desperately desire. Drugs, Sex, Violence, so many things, and they are only poor replacements for real connetion. Let me help you feel the connection you already hold within and find the person you desreve to be, lets work togther and I will teach you to shine once again. Because shine you do, you've only forgotten ;)